yeh drums! =D

um~~i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE drums ^O^ i got to play for JAM again this week ^^ even tho it's picked by elimination, but it's good enough for meeee~!!!! as long as i get to play~! =D *happy happy joy joy* and it's so loud ^^ haha~ my voice is so quiet, and it doesn't have much projection~ so it's nice to have another medium to be loud ;P whoohoo~ hee hee~ and i get to hit it really Really REALLY LOUD! =D awesome ^^ ~
my eyes are so red...i think it's cuz i'm sick...hee hee, it's so cool :P tonite, when i was playing drums, i didn't cough one drop~ and as soon as i was sitting down on the pew, i start coughing every few second, and then i told God "pllllz, i can cough like crazy after, but don't let me cough when i'm playing" and God listened ;P i didn't cough at allllll when i was playing~ and everytime i sit back down on the pew, i start ;P then stop again when i go back up, it was really quit something ^O^

*ah~ my eyes are killing me*

*poof*

*croak*!

I LOST MY VOICE!!!! and since i can't whine about it out loud, i'll just hafta do it on my blog ^_~ actually, even if i have my voice i wouldn't whine in the office ;P haha~ and distrube the silence?! nah~ i sound like a froggy ;P hee hee, hopefully it'll come back in the afternoon ^^ boy, i need some water...*AW! MY BOSS'S BOSS IS SO NICE!!!!!* he passed by and said hi, and heard my froggy voice, and he gave me a box of honey and an herbal tea bag saying how it's very good for sore throat~ i didn't use the tea bag, but i added honey to my hot water and it taste sooooo good!!!! =D it's pure clover honey~ um~um~um~ kee hee!

yesterday's piano lesson was exhilarating ^^ teacher kinda practiced with me cuz um....let's just say that since work started, my progress has somewhat plateaued...(work really sucks the energy outta yA!) anyway, had a 2.5hr lesson, and man, at one point i was just looking at my finger run as if i'm looking at someone else's hand play ;P it's soooo cool! =P hahah~ tho~ my left hand is kinda slakin >O< it won't listen to me =( when i run with it it's alawys a split second slower than my right hand..and that makes everything sound....uneven...BOOOOO... back to slow i guess >___< alright, a new semester, a new start...it'll be a plateau no longer ^^ *add oil add oil add!* kee hee~

*cough cough* <--100% natual smoke alarm ^^

so after three months attempting to wake up early enough to catch the 6:30am bus across the street, i have to admit...i failed ;P so now i catch the 6:50am bus that's ten minutes walk away...which means i have to leave 6:40am...that only gives me 10 minutes more to get ready....*smirk* good enough for me~ but pleasantly, i've developed a new habit of grabbing a news paper and reading it on the bus~ i have to admit, i've always kinda been in my bubbles and newspaper never really appeal to me...so this is a good start ^_~ tho....there's a lot of garbage which makes me really think if it's worth it to read...always go from the front page, to the ottawa section, then canada, then world...then skip everything else ;P haha~ kee hee~ but i really wondered...there must be more in the world that i'm not seeing...hrm...anyway, this morning when i got off the bus, i had two choices...i can walk thru the nearest door and walk inside to get to the elevator...or i can walk outside the building and thru the front door. It's a delimma...really~ i usually walk inside cuz the winter is cold and i'd do anything to avoid the wealk outside...but i always have to pass by these bakeries and the smile of muffins and coffee and cookies mixed together...i usually don't mind those smell...they're actually pretty nice smelling most of the time...but somehow...i dont' know what they sell there..gives it an extra "umft"...i don't even know how to say it..something that makes me frown on the inside...(i'm weird)...so outside should be nice =D but...out on the front door, there's the smokers...so which is worse? weird muffins or smoke?.....surprisingly, i resort to the smoke....well, i don't like the smell of smoke, but the deciding factor was that.....i can hold my breath for 10 seconds and pass by the smokers, but holding my breath to pass by three to four shops...was too much ;P maybe i walk too slow...;P no matter, time to work ^O^

bula bula bula...yeah...*s*

it's so empty in the office in the morning!!!! there's...one, two, three, four, five...ELEVEN empty offices around me!!!!so nice and quiet ^____^ kinda hard to image this place bustling with pple in a few hours ;P pple stressed with year end ;P bahahahaha~ can't believe work term is almost over! i'm going back to school! can't wait! (well, not that i don't like this place...it's just that...8 hours a day really gets to you after a while...school is so relaxing~) well, it's a good experience ^^ makes me realize how blessed to be able to go to school and be a student~ (tho...... i'll probably have to REALLY try to recall this feeling of being blessed when i get swamped over with exams and assignments...haha~ )


was sick on monday~ REALLY sick on monday ;P haha~ so sick that i left work at 11am....cuz the office just seems to be spinning around me like crazy~ got home and just slept~ then had a fever...i woke up at three and started worrying over if i should go to theory class...but i ended up calling my teacher saying that i have no energy to think ;P which was true ;P i went back to sleep at 6 (yes, worried for 3 hours) my head was hurting like carzy~ felt like a drill was going through my temple...so much that i decided to take a pain-killer (for those who don't know, i really dislike taking pills..and i really try not to take pain-killers...so if i do, it musta REALLY been unbearable) haha~ slept til 11pm then woke up...felt like throwing up...but since i had nothing to throw up, it was just digestive juice...sooooo gross...ew...a shower made me felt better tho...but still walk very wobbly(sp?) went back to bed after then slept til morning...had a total of 15 to 16 hours of sleep ;P haha~ it's kinda funny ;P cuz i faintly recalls asking God to make me sick ;P so i can stay in bed for a whole day without having to think about anything and just relax ;P be careful what you wish for ;P haha~ tho~ it was nice ^^ hee hee, apart from the throwing up, headache, and soreness throughout...it was nice to be able to just sleep ;P bahaha~ and i managed to think like shadrak, meshak, and abedego ...(ok, i can't spell their names) those three guys that got thrown into the fiery furnace! they said something like 'God can save us from the fire, but if He doesn't, we'll still praise His name.' hee, just happen to read that story again on saturday, and then monday i got sick and utilized the passage...coincidence?! i think not ;P hahahaha~ ok, i need to get to work~ ..tho...i can't help but think...behemoth really sounds like a dinosaur....i'm so random...anyway, HELLO GENERAL LEDGER~!