knowing and "knowing"

it's one thing to know and it's another to know. i know, yet i do not know. many things makes perfect sense; yet perfect sense is what cripples me. it's cuz many things makes perfect sense that i don't ponder over them...and that's when things fall apart.

it's like having a map. you put it away because you think you know it. and it's when you've gone astray you realize you really don't know it all that well...and regretted not pouring urself over it before.

it's like the piano player who sight-reads perfectly...playing a piece after glancing over it...yet the notes that came out will never come to life under the pianist's fingers...cuz there's no time, no sweat, no heart involved...the music and the person is not one.

i've listened...and i think i know. but like in good will hunting, how dare i claim to know the feelings of an orphan by reading oliver twist?

i've listened...and i think i know. but the truth is i will realize how wrong i've been the day i do experience it...and know.

First time using a blog. Still testing the water...wish I had remembered how those HTML things work....kee hee.